so it was mother’s day today

and i’m just glad

it’s over.

i missed you all day today.

i miss you all day every day.

and my crying eyes

just want to be alone tonight.

no one can help my shaking and sobbing 

or steady my breathing

or convince me that everything is going to be okay.

no words can change the way things are

and no comforting can change the past.

but oh, if it could…

if anything could…